Saturday, 19 May 2007

New House

I’ve got a new house! And I don’t even have a mortgage! There’s so much that has happened in the last couple of months but the biggest excitement has to be the arrival of our new home and work place, the Africa Mercy. After 8 years of sitting in a dockyard in England and lots of broken deadlines, it seems almost unreal that she is now docked in the berth opposite to where I am sitting right now. The Africa Mercy will continue the work that has been taking place on the Anastasis for the last 29 years – it’s time for her to retire. The Africa Mercy isn’t quite as beautiful to look at but is bigger than the Anastasis. Not only can she house over 100 more people, there are 6 operating rooms compared to 3 on the Anastasis. As I walk up the dock and see both them both docked opposite each other I am really reminded of the enormity of our God. SO big! SO mighty! Who would have thought the idea of a hospital ship would take off and find 400 crew working in so many different capacities in West Africa? Mercy Ships continues to blow my mind and remind me that it’s about something so much bigger than me. It’s exciting as we move from one ship to another. There’s still so much to do and I find myself fighting the frustrations of some who thought the Africa Mercy was going to be perfect. Life ain’t like that eh. There’s things we’ll miss, there’s things that we’ll have to adapt to, there’s a huge amount of work to be done before surgery begins in 4 weeks, but the constant reminder of seeing these 2 big ships docked together acts as a beautiful picture of God’s grandeur and our need to focus on Him through all this topsy turviness.

And just for the Brits (I’m sure you’ll embrace this opportunity to talk about the weather)… it’s raining! The sun sets and rises pretty much at the same time every day, the whole year round which makes it a little boring. In an effort to compensate, the weather is enjoying some craziness right now. It’s the beginning of rainy season and I have already experienced a few soakings when I’ve been caught out and about! The rain mostly confines itself to the evenings and nights but not always (if only England could learn that trick eh?). There’s also regular lightning shows that light up the whole sky and is sometimes accompanied with some clattering thunder as well! More reminders that I live in a world so much bigger than me with a God who is so much more powerful than little me. I love it! Before the rain comes, the winds begin to blow as if to warn you something big is about to happen! Market stall holders scurry around trying to shelter their goods and I look on in amazement as people’s tin roofs struggle to stop the water from getting in. It’s just part of life here and I wonder how much home flooding I could take.

In amongst all the excitement here and successful patient stories there’s also the nitty gritty of what it sometimes means to be a nurse. There’s busy days, patients who don’t do as well as you’d hoped, patients who go home without the perfection they had hoped for. Even in these situations I have to hold on to the fact that God brought these people to the ship and have to believe that it may not have been just for the surgery. That He had a higher purpose. There have been beautiful testimonies from people who have felt loved for the first time as they have spent so much of their lives feeling rejected. I remember one message from a man who was leaving after some facial surgery. His writing was poor, but the message was clear, ‘Thank you to the nurses. I know that Jesus loves me’. Beautiful stuff. There’s death too. Just a couple of weeks ago a 6 year old boy died after his discharge from our ward. He had just had a simple hernia repair, there had been some post op complications but he was doing well. Then, out of the blue, we heard he had died. Too sad. My mind is completely baffled and whilst I’ll never quite get my head around why it had to happen or the pain I saw and experienced at his funeral, I trust in a God who is bigger than me. Bigger than all of this. With purposes higher than I can imagine or ever understand. Someone who I know sees the bigger picture.  

There’s lots of fun stuff I’ve been up to as well. There’s been lots of ‘the last Anastasis’ events. Like the last movie shown on a big screen on Aft deck. I loved sitting out on a balmy African evening on movie night! It always felt a little surreal sitting there, on the edge of some West African country with ‘life’ going on a few hundred feet away and me there with a bowl of popcorn watching the latest blockbuster! It’s definitely a special experience that I’ll miss. Check out the photo of the last Anastasis lifeboat race! It was fun! There have been lots of beach trips and goodbye outings too. Many of the nurses arrived in Ghana last June and came for a year so they’re all about to leave. Aaaaaagh! It’s one of the tough things about living on board and I do find it pretty draining. I’m trying to learn not to hold onto people too tightly, to enjoy the privilege it is to get to know some amazing people and share precious times but to remember in it all that it’s not about any of that. I thought I’d done the uncomfortable bit last year when I had to say goodbye to everyone at home. So now, just as I was getting cosy I realise that God is asking me to get uncomfortable again. Stripping away anything that might let me think I can do life on my own. Having some very precious friends leave is just one reminder to me of how much I need God, I need His strength and His love so that I can carry on and keep getting to know new people and show His love to people even when I am tired and my insides are shouting out, ‘give me a break!!’. Our Chief Medical officer, Dr Gary Parker who has also been on board as a maxilla facial surgeon for the last 20 years is a wonderful example of someone who relies on God for all these things. It only dawned on me a while back. I was wondering how someone who had worked in the same job for so long could still express such enthusiasm for his work, such love for his patients, I honestly have never met anyone like it. So when he was talking to us as a crew about the need to rely on God and the truth that we just can’t do this by ourselves, I had to stop and listen. Humanly speaking, we just can’t be the kind and loving people we would like to be. We need something bigger than ourselves.

So there we go folks! I’m popping home for a couple of weeks on June 1st to go to a wedding, it’s a great excuse to catch up with friends too, though 2 weeks is just too short so it’ll be a whirlwind I am sure. Whether I get to see you or not, I am so grateful for your love and support. When I return it’ll be time for my role as ICU and Recovery Manager to fully begin so I will certainly appreciate your prayers. For now, I will say bye bye, KWW xxx




Friday, 24 February 2006

setting off

Well hello! So here begins the adventure... welcome to the very first entry on www.nursiekirstie.co.uk! It's been a champion couple of weeks here in New'astle! Well kind of... I've been going through my usual rollercoaster of emotions - happy to be doing what I'm doing and trying to convince myself I never liked you lot at the same time! But it's not true, so I do miss you!

There's been lots of good stuff too. It's been great to see the ship which has gone through a massive conversion - from a Danish rail ferry to a 'Hospital Ship'... they've made a whole new deck with more cabins to house the 480 crew, added in new staircases here and there, fitted a CT scanner and a whole 80 bedded ward, lab, theatres etc., fitted my deluxe single cabin complete with my own jacuzzi (of course I'm serious) and loads more.

It really is amazing. Hundreds of people have had their patience tested over the last 7 years (it started out as a 2 year project)... but whether they make it to Ghana for 31st May - well, I won't be holding my breath. There's lots of work still to do. Take a look at the photos - it'll look even more impressive soon! If she's not completed on time then we will be kept busy helping the Anastasis. The Anastasis will also be coming to Ghana after her final outreach, currently docked in Liberia. Much of the technical equipment and other resources will be moved off board to equip the Africa Mercy.

I, together with the other 4 members of the Advance Team, head out to Ghana on 1st March to get things ready before the Africa Mercy arrives. My responsibilities will mainly involve finding a place to hold the medical screening of patients - large enough to cope with the thousands of patients that we expect, travelling around the country to advertise what kinds of surgeries are performed and where the screening will take place, liaising with local media, churches etc., finding translators and local 'day workers' who will work on the ship - these are both crucial to us getting any work done at all, finding a place to set up the dental clinic, arranging for the follow up of some of the surgical patients, meeting with the Minister of Health, Port officials, general stuff like that... easy really!?? At the top of my agenda will also be researching the local hotel pools, restaurants and tourist attractions for the crew to enjoy! Not bad eh?!

What to pray for? biggest fear... being lonely, biggest hope... seeing hundreds of lives transformed both physically and spiritually, biggest personal dream... that I'll stop interfering and let God get on with it more, what I'll miss the most?... Paddy and Libby's cuddles... better stop now... thank you for all your support my lovelies!

Take a look at the 'How to contact me' bit as there's all sorts of options including NEW! Instant messaging options and even Skype if that means anything to you (I'm hoping it'll mean something to me soon!).

Anyway, really hope you're all well, keep in touch! I'll be thinking of you very very often...

Cheerio for now, Kirstie Wirstie Woo xx